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Because I’m a lil tired of the typical “I want a guy to notice me”… I just want something real
When you’re thin:
~you will feel your shoulder blades trying to slice through your back like bony little wings
~your under eye circles will become magnificent, like watercolour pools showing your dedication to this skinny hell
~your waist will be so tiny, everyone will have to wrap their arms around up to the elbows to hug you
~your bony knees knock together when you sit in your seat in the classroom, it’s a little uncomfortable but your thighs are so far apart it’s like they’re estranged sisters at thanksgiving dinner
~you’re so lightheaded, that you see stars all the time- your world has turned into a fucked up planetarium
~those collar bones don’t just “hold water”- they cut glass. They are clavicles some people would die for
~the boniness of your fingers feel so good clasped in the hand of another, like a string of pearls wrapped in silk
~you stay home instead of eating out with your friends- it’s bittersweet. You draw pictures of food instead, you work out, or drink tea.
~people will be a little scared or worried around you. You won’t mean to- but your body is too fluttery for them not to feel a little unnerved
